After a little period of time, I found myself attached to this language like I want to explore it to the deepest. I started to link all the grammar knowledge I had to the lyrics of songs and understand it more clearly unlike the way I previously had to learn the language, that is all about tenses, formal sentences and theoretical bullshit.

It doesn’t matter if you have fully understand that how life will deal with you in the coming time. Still, only those things will happen which you may not have expected to happen in your life. This is the way of life by which it reveals herself to you that who she really is and why she has uncountable definitions.

Hopelessness, financial pressure, peer pressure, deceit, frustration, dilemma, anxiety, depression, life showed me everything in between within one month. The month of November been pretty much like a gloom chain for me. One disappointment after the another and so on. It started from the last days of october when I lost my job due to some reasons.