Learning or gaining knowledge has no specific pattern or method. The universities are too slow for learning. The schools are too strict for the kids that they could flash their own imagination. I personally believe that nothing can be learned as long as you are imprisoned in the four walls of schools or universities, because knowledge is not a being that could keep in a building.

After a little period of time, I found myself attached to this language like I want to explore it to the deepest. I started to link all the grammar knowledge I had to the lyrics of songs and understand it more clearly unlike the way I previously had to learn the language, that is all about tenses, formal sentences and theoretical bullshit.

Hopelessness, financial pressure, peer pressure, deceit, frustration, dilemma, anxiety, depression, life showed me everything in between within one month. The month of November been pretty much like a gloom chain for me. One disappointment after the another and so on. It started from the last days of october when I lost my job due to some reasons.