Experiences like intense anxiety and depression are just the phases of time and manifesting us their existence in our life. They remind us that the life is the greatest variable in the universe. A life resembles millions of experiences that happen with a human being.
"Time has the answers to all of your questions."
Whatever we observe constantly, we think that it exists and has a solid ground and roots. Our conscious mind tells that 'this is Life'. Thus, we take the Life as a 'Race'. That's how the definition and the sub definitions of it has formed "Life's an endless Race."
Nobody's gonna support you financially. Especially when you're going on the way of your passion and dreams. Because people are uncertain about the "Way of Passion". That's why the most don't follow it.